Forgive my emotions...
Saturday, October 11, 2003 by Angel_Wings | Discussion: WinCustomize Talk
...But I have them...and at times I bloody well wish they'd leave me be and I could rest in peace...(No, not a death wish...just a wish that I could sleep at least 4 hours in one night)... I'm a walking zombie any more... If I didn't have a visit from Dr. Annie Hauser Busch now and then I'd never sleep a wink!
It's not fair.
Oh yeah, I rememember...life is not fair. *heavy sigh*
I just wish I could SLEEP damnit!
But every time I rest my exhausted head on my pillow thoughts of HIM creep up and I cry and cry... I can't skin any more...I don't have any desire to be creative... I only feel this pathetic tugging deep inside my wounded heart that urges me to not give up even though...I am a fool.
I love him too much too ever hurt him...he is a most wonderful man, you know? The kind that haunts you and you resist and resist until one day you realize he is the most perfect person on earth for you.
It's not fair.
Oh yeah, I rememember...life is not fair. *heavy sigh*
I just wish I could SLEEP damnit!
But every time I rest my exhausted head on my pillow thoughts of HIM creep up and I cry and cry... I can't skin any more...I don't have any desire to be creative... I only feel this pathetic tugging deep inside my wounded heart that urges me to not give up even though...I am a fool.
I love him too much too ever hurt him...he is a most wonderful man, you know? The kind that haunts you and you resist and resist until one day you realize he is the most perfect person on earth for you.
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Stumpy
Reply #22 Sunday, October 12, 2003 5:39 PM
Reply #22 Sunday, October 12, 2003 5:39 PM
Sigh ( <<< No Emoticon for that one... ), Thank you 
Angel_Wings
Reply #23 Sunday, October 12, 2003 5:49 PM Angel_Wings gives Stumpy a ((((BIG HUG))))
You bet.
Reply #23 Sunday, October 12, 2003 5:49 PM
Angel_Wings gives Stumpy a ((((BIG HUG))))You bet.
Stumpy
Reply #24 Sunday, October 12, 2003 5:53 PM
Reply #24 Sunday, October 12, 2003 5:53 PM
I've now gone all wobbly
Stumpy takes a bow and falls backside over head :/
But thank you very much
Stumpy takes a bow and falls backside over head :/
But thank you very much
Angel_Wings
Reply #25 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:01 PM
Reply #25 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:01 PM
No need to thank...You're kindness and tenderness in thought are more than enough thanks to me.
I feel much better cheering someone else up...it makes me think much less about my own silly self which is good for my heart. So...
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUU *GIANT SMOOCH*
I feel much better cheering someone else up...it makes me think much less about my own silly self which is good for my heart. So...
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUU *GIANT SMOOCH*
Stumpy
Reply #26 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:03 PM
Reply #26 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:03 PM
Young Lady you are most welcome, if there is anything I can do, I will do 
Angel_Wings
Reply #27 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:08 PM
Reply #27 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:08 PM
I've been meaning to speak with you, Stumpy...but you don't have your email available...
But mine is [email protected]
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But mine is [email protected]
[Message Edited]
Stumpy
Reply #29 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:16 PM
Reply #29 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:16 PM
Angel_Wings
Reply #32 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:23 PM
Reply #32 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:23 PM
Postcard?
AndreasV...I s'pose no nudity is allowed? 
AndreasV...I s'pose no nudity is allowed?
Angel_Wings
Reply #33 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:25 PM
Reply #33 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:25 PM
BTW AndreasV you are an Apprentice...did you know you have other titles beside just Citizen? Just thought I'd let ya know in case ya didn't.
Stumpy
Reply #35 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:39 PM
Reply #35 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:39 PM
You could always join the Stardock chat room, I'm mostly there
Stumpy
Reply #37 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:49 PM
Reply #37 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:49 PM
Edit your account, about halfway down there's a dropbox
AndreasV
Reply #38 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:51 PM
Reply #38 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:51 PM
Oops, missed that one :shame:
It doesn't let me update it now, it gives a scripting error
By the by, where's that chatroom?
It doesn't let me update it now, it gives a scripting error
By the by, where's that chatroom?
Stumpy
Reply #39 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:54 PM
Reply #39 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:54 PM
If you are using SDC then it has a "Chat" button.
If not the it's irc.stardock.com
If not the it's irc.stardock.com
Stumpy
Reply #40 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:56 PM
Reply #40 Sunday, October 12, 2003 6:56 PM
Shmoopy, your email is taking a long time to arrive, I tried sending to you again and it got bounced back
I'll keep trying though
I'll keep trying though
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Reply #21 Sunday, October 12, 2003 5:36 PM
Hot off Shmoopy's mind...a silly pwem [my baby word for poem]...
Love is much more than a fantasy of one on one
Look into my eyes and the tears of truth you see
Love can be giving your money to one whom has none
Love can be setting a caged bird free…
Love can be universally touching your sisters and brothers
Love can be me forming words that heal instead of wound,
Love can be the harmonic voice that sings from the soul
Love can be the gentle melody of a heart well tuned.
Love can feel like an angry storm…
Love can feel like ferocious waves of the sea
But no matter what form love decides to take
I’m glad that love still exists in me…