Reality Check
Wednesday, May 14, 2003 by DarkMist | Discussion: WinCustomize Talk
When i first started here i used to browse the library's and just gaze at the great things i was seeing...no suprise that i wanted to join in the fun and give it ago, and only here was it that i made my first Wall not having any idea on what i was doing.
Time passed and i got things accepted and it just gave me a great feeling when it did and spurned me on to my next piece, which was to be a lethal circle for me.
I sent more and more work over time and i started to get drawn into it all and forgot everything around me existed, i pushed to do better and better as my life got pushed further and further away.
Now your reading this thinking what on earth im moaning about, well i know i'll only be speaking for myself but it needs to be said, for the behalf of a very special person to me.
I'd spend hours just sitting here flicking from page to page trying to take it all in, hoping to get the knowledge together to help when its asked, but instead i just made myself worse page by page.
Trying my best to get somewhere here was my aim and i have fulfilled some of that aim to this day, but it hasn't been easy, i made it into my life to be the best i could and contribute as much as i could.
It got to the point of saying i wasn't here when i was just to avoid being told i was obsessed, but that you must realise doesn't work.
All i want to say is dont let life pass you by.
You don't know what you have lost till its gone.
I'm out, be well.
Time passed and i got things accepted and it just gave me a great feeling when it did and spurned me on to my next piece, which was to be a lethal circle for me.
I sent more and more work over time and i started to get drawn into it all and forgot everything around me existed, i pushed to do better and better as my life got pushed further and further away.
Now your reading this thinking what on earth im moaning about, well i know i'll only be speaking for myself but it needs to be said, for the behalf of a very special person to me.
I'd spend hours just sitting here flicking from page to page trying to take it all in, hoping to get the knowledge together to help when its asked, but instead i just made myself worse page by page.
Trying my best to get somewhere here was my aim and i have fulfilled some of that aim to this day, but it hasn't been easy, i made it into my life to be the best i could and contribute as much as i could.
It got to the point of saying i wasn't here when i was just to avoid being told i was obsessed, but that you must realise doesn't work.
All i want to say is dont let life pass you by.
You don't know what you have lost till its gone.
I'm out, be well.
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crissy14
Reply #23 Tuesday, June 17, 2003 3:13 AM
Reply #23 Tuesday, June 17, 2003 3:13 AM
Going to miss you DM. Take care. And take care of that certain someone special in your life 
Kimbabe
Reply #24 Tuesday, June 17, 2003 6:34 AM
Reply #24 Tuesday, June 17, 2003 6:34 AM
Somethings are more important in life, take care of those and the other things will follow.
*Kim*
*Kim*
Angel_Wings
Reply #25 Tuesday, June 17, 2003 2:55 PM
Reply #25 Tuesday, June 17, 2003 2:55 PM
I don't blame you Dark. I'm getting my life back in proper order too. 
At least you care enough to know what matters most to you before it's too late. I'm learning that myself...life is too short to spend time worrying about things that really don't matter at all in the grand scheme of things.
I'll miss ya and your sweet spirit but I'm happy for you!
I'm getting my life back in proper order too. 
At least you care enough to know what matters most to you before it's too late.
I'm learning that myself...life is too short to spend time worrying about things that really don't matter at all in the grand scheme of things.I'll miss ya and your sweet spirit but I'm happy for you!
DarkMist
Reply #26 Tuesday, June 17, 2003 4:27 PM
Reply #26 Tuesday, June 17, 2003 4:27 PM
I have only left IRC chat due to it taking too much time, i'm still here on the site though just not 24/7
This thread is quite old now by the way.
This thread is quite old now by the way.
Angel_Wings
Reply #27 Tuesday, June 17, 2003 6:42 PM
Reply #27 Tuesday, June 17, 2003 6:42 PM
--hehe just noticed the 'month' date on your original post here. Guess GD is giving you a reminder and it escaped a few of us gals.
-My oh my! I guess I really *am* blind er blonde!
Glad this post is old btw.
-My oh my! I guess I really *am* blind er blonde!
Glad this post is old btw.
Lady_Akasha
Reply #28 Tuesday, June 17, 2003 8:59 PM
Ouch! I think you've been told hon.
Reply #28 Tuesday, June 17, 2003 8:59 PM
| #22 by Gypsy Darla - 6/17/2003 1:46:57 AM Sometimes ppl need a reminder... here it is |
Ouch! I think you've been told hon.
Styl-X Design
Reply #31 Wednesday, June 18, 2003 10:11 PM
drop by so now and then DM...
Btw; where is evryone going? Some party going on that I didn't hear from?
Reply #31 Wednesday, June 18, 2003 10:11 PM
drop by so now and then DM...Btw; where is evryone going? Some party going on that I didn't hear from?
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Reply #21 Friday, May 16, 2003 3:00 PM