Hello, hello again.....
Thursday, March 13, 2003 by JamMeister33 | Discussion: WinCustomize Talk
Okay, let me get this straight...
I have read all of the rules from A to Z and nowhere was I able to locate any reference to the fact that I am not allowed to voice my own opinion.
Evidently, unless I kiss everyone's "hiney" and am all lovey-dovey like certain other neurotic persons who will go unnamed, I will be penalized and/or ostracized from the community since I am not conforming to the general hypocritical mood....
I removed my wallpapers and such since they had obviously had run their course and were no longer of much interest to anyone..
I would think that the freed up space would be appreciated, but no, instead I am now a mere Citizen as though I never contributed a single thing to this site.
Have I left anything out?, are there any people who wish to burn me further?
Any real comments from anyone?, especially administrators, who have something more than vindictiveness to contribute?
I have read all of the rules from A to Z and nowhere was I able to locate any reference to the fact that I am not allowed to voice my own opinion.
Evidently, unless I kiss everyone's "hiney" and am all lovey-dovey like certain other neurotic persons who will go unnamed, I will be penalized and/or ostracized from the community since I am not conforming to the general hypocritical mood....
I removed my wallpapers and such since they had obviously had run their course and were no longer of much interest to anyone..
I would think that the freed up space would be appreciated, but no, instead I am now a mere Citizen as though I never contributed a single thing to this site.
Have I left anything out?, are there any people who wish to burn me further?
Any real comments from anyone?, especially administrators, who have something more than vindictiveness to contribute?
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RustyBlade
Reply #242 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 2:38 AM
Reply #242 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 2:38 AM
I'll lay off the war talk. There is a good chance it won't happen now.
Anyhow if you want a good joke I've got one for ya.
Anyhow if you want a good joke I've got one for ya.
RustyBlade
Reply #243 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 2:44 AM
Reply #243 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 2:44 AM
Listen I know what the multiple illnesses can do to a persons mind. All I can say is, embrace some distraction on a regular basis. And at the same time I like to spend a few minutes meditating on simplicity every afternnon. For me it is better than a power nap.
RustyBlade
Reply #245 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 2:52 AM
Reply #245 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 2:52 AM
Ya. I posted a little diversion over in GalCiv forum "Off topic. Brads new office recruit." They might ban me for this stunt. Feel free to leave a comment. Style checked it out.
RustyBlade
Reply #247 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 2:59 AM
Reply #247 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 2:59 AM
They'll either give me a free copy to shut up or they'll put a hit on me.
RustyBlade
Reply #249 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:02 AM
Reply #249 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:02 AM
Hahahahaha! So what you get hanging around socio-pathic manic-depressive, brain stroked, liberals.
RustyBlade
Reply #250 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:05 AM
Reply #250 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:05 AM
We upped my meds yesterday. I can blame my doc.
IPlural
Reply #251 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:05 AM
you know, weird thing is I am not a dem or repub, indep...
both sides have positive point and negative potins about them, but for the last 15 years it has been getting harder and harder to tell the difference between the two other than the domga they spew come election time...
dun no maybe a third party has been needed for a while now?
Reply #251 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:05 AM
you know, weird thing is I am not a dem or repub, indep...
both sides have positive point and negative potins about them, but for the last 15 years it has been getting harder and harder to tell the difference between the two other than the domga they spew come election time...
dun no maybe a third party has been needed for a while now?
IPlural
Reply #252 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:07 AM
Reply #252 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:07 AM
always used to hate that , up meds or a change...
I've been off them for almost two years now, and I do see a difference, much of it not bad, though some is...
I've been off them for almost two years now, and I do see a difference, much of it not bad, though some is...
RustyBlade
Reply #253 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:19 AM
Reply #253 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:19 AM
I was active in the Bipolar Support group in Tacoma for a couple years there. I was knocked all the way from being a successful small business owner to delivering pizza as my sole income for years. In that group i was a major success, just being able to work and spend so much time around "normies". But the change in the effects on the poor over the last 15 years is all too apparent to me. Bush is ruthless on the poor. Clinton was too idealistic. For the middle class and higher I know very little anymore. The largest public mental health organization in Tacoma WA had to lay off thirty case workers. The Western State mental hospital shut down 2 wards and kicked the some of the oldest long term patients out and a alchahol and drug reabilitation ward in another hospital was closed. This cost every one. There are selfish B2345678s in demacrats too. But this didn't happen.
IPlural
Reply #254 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:30 AM
Reply #254 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:30 AM
here in FLoida its the same, except they privatized a lot of the state run programs and such, so that they are ripping off the insurance companies, defrauding the govenrment and medicade, providing sub-standard treatment and programs building larger bank accounts with retun, revolving door clientel... It isn't about helping someone become sefl sufficiant, cured, or able to live as normal a life as possible, it is filling beds...
NAMI is scary, they want to get federal laws passed stating that if a person refuses meds they can be arrested and force fed them until such time as they decide they will take them...
blows me away
NAMI is scary, they want to get federal laws passed stating that if a person refuses meds they can be arrested and force fed them until such time as they decide they will take them...
blows me away
RustyBlade
Reply #255 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:32 AM
Reply #255 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:32 AM
Its not even close to good business sence. These people end up in crisis. In emergency room racking up expotential cost to what it would take to provide health care for them. A lot of them turn to crime and self medicating with street drugs and there is no end to. it. It's crazy what these sane people are doing.
IPlural
Reply #256 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:37 AM
Reply #256 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:37 AM
business sense? hey how about the settlements the states got from Tabbaco?
Why isn't it that the money was not used to setup up prgrams to quit smoking and why isn't it that Tabbaco and the Insurance companies can not get together and work out a deal for the same purpose?
seems to me, as long as they got their, they feel it is ok to say screw everyone else..
They have privatized prision her ein florida, so now we have these privatly owned prision all crying about needing tax dollors to expand and stuff or they will have to close down.. it's seems to all be a scam, oh and the prision owners are backed by investors, judges, laywers, politicians, go figure
Why isn't it that the money was not used to setup up prgrams to quit smoking and why isn't it that Tabbaco and the Insurance companies can not get together and work out a deal for the same purpose?
seems to me, as long as they got their, they feel it is ok to say screw everyone else..
They have privatized prision her ein florida, so now we have these privatly owned prision all crying about needing tax dollors to expand and stuff or they will have to close down.. it's seems to all be a scam, oh and the prision owners are backed by investors, judges, laywers, politicians, go figure
RustyBlade
Reply #257 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:39 AM
Reply #257 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:39 AM
I haddn't heard about NAMI trying for that. I have been issolating a lot the last six months. I'm not surprised about Florida. July 1st I will have zero insurance for my medication. Even buying from Canada it would cost me at least another $600.00 a month. With my strokes and all. I have been living off $792 a month SSDI, and about $50.00 pizza. Because I qualify for Medicare that mays zero medicine. I do not qualify for Washington States Basic Helth plan. And with Bushes tax cuts our govener has axed the Health Care For Workers With Disabilities program. It was one of the few federally mandatedhealth care things Clinton passed. I'm screwed.
RustyBlade
Reply #258 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:43 AM
Reply #258 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:43 AM
If I take this new experimental blood thinner they may be able to lower my psyc medicines enough so i can drive again and work. There is the little matter that the blood thinner may trigger a massive stroke instead. Hey everybody has problems. At least my ex-wife loves me.
IPlural
Reply #259 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:56 AM
Reply #259 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:56 AM
yes everyone does have their problems, and they do not have to face them alone, well, they shouldn't at least. Sounds like your X is a good person, I've a friend who is best friends with his ex, they were fantastic friends all throughout school got married and you would have thought one day one of them would have killed the other after about 4 years of marriage. Then they got divorced after another 7 years, and now they are like they used to be, and they do not date because they really honestly enjoy each other over anyone else, kinda weird, but also special and neat
RustyBlade
Reply #260 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:58 AM
Reply #260 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 3:58 AM
Well I have just taken my night dose, all eleven pills. I will be melting soon. I have helped some locally fine tune thier medicinal regemin toward calm. If you ever decide to travel that road again I might be of some use. Sleep in the most powerful influence on a mind that i know of. And the abuse of too much or too little can be devistating not only on the individual but also on those that love him. Good night my friend.
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Reply #241 Tuesday, March 18, 2003 2:37 AM
Styl: I will look up the wallpaper and be more specific.