Me back after a long long time...
Thursday, January 22, 2004 by @shu | Discussion: WinCustomize Talk
Hi Guys,
I am back after a long long time (its been ages, ain't it?).
Anyways, how are u guys doin?
Hope (fat chance) that u would've missed me...
here's somethin that I wrote in these 3 months (has it really been that long??)
I dragged myself out of bed this morning,
Knowing that I face the prospect,
Of staring the face of this world in its most horrifying form,
Without you by my side;
My heart ached at the thought,
The pain, the agony reaching a crescendo,
When I realised that you are not really gone,
But that I can't reach for you, touch you, I cried;
I cried and I wept, wishing for darkness,
So that nobody could see my tears,
And know that I cry for you,
You, someone I never confessed my feelings to;
Yet, when I looked into the mirror this morning,
It was your face that stared back at me,
And now I see how the horror affects me,
I guess I am in love, I know not what to do;
But this is not love, my heart tells me,
Cause love is too small a word to describe the emptiness
I feel inside when you aren't near,
I long to be in your company;
And see you, just this once,
Knowing that it will be the last,
I'd live all my life in that single moment,
Capturing the essence of that fleeting glimpse for all eternity,
A single divine moment of ecstasy, when I look at your glorious face,
Absorbing the radiance and beauty and making it a part of my memories,
Forever, cause forever would be then and there
As Time itself would stand still;
For from that time, there would be no past, no future,
Just that moment till I die,
I'd live in it forever,
Hoping that there will
Be another day, another time, another moment,
When I look at your angelic face,
And feel it spreading warmth,
All over my cold, dead soul once more;
And your hands trace the imprint that you've left on my heart,
Rescuing it from this dark pit its fallen into,
Making new memories,
And Time moves along for me too, as before...
And hey guys, what happened to my walls, none of them (well almost none) show up as previews, downloads, etc??? Is it something that I have to take up with the admins??
I am back after a long long time (its been ages, ain't it?).
Anyways, how are u guys doin?
Hope (fat chance) that u would've missed me...
here's somethin that I wrote in these 3 months (has it really been that long??)
I dragged myself out of bed this morning,
Knowing that I face the prospect,
Of staring the face of this world in its most horrifying form,
Without you by my side;
My heart ached at the thought,
The pain, the agony reaching a crescendo,
When I realised that you are not really gone,
But that I can't reach for you, touch you, I cried;
I cried and I wept, wishing for darkness,
So that nobody could see my tears,
And know that I cry for you,
You, someone I never confessed my feelings to;
Yet, when I looked into the mirror this morning,
It was your face that stared back at me,
And now I see how the horror affects me,
I guess I am in love, I know not what to do;
But this is not love, my heart tells me,
Cause love is too small a word to describe the emptiness
I feel inside when you aren't near,
I long to be in your company;
And see you, just this once,
Knowing that it will be the last,
I'd live all my life in that single moment,
Capturing the essence of that fleeting glimpse for all eternity,
A single divine moment of ecstasy, when I look at your glorious face,
Absorbing the radiance and beauty and making it a part of my memories,
Forever, cause forever would be then and there
As Time itself would stand still;
For from that time, there would be no past, no future,
Just that moment till I die,
I'd live in it forever,
Hoping that there will
Be another day, another time, another moment,
When I look at your angelic face,
And feel it spreading warmth,
All over my cold, dead soul once more;
And your hands trace the imprint that you've left on my heart,
Rescuing it from this dark pit its fallen into,
Making new memories,
And Time moves along for me too, as before...
And hey guys, what happened to my walls, none of them (well almost none) show up as previews, downloads, etc??? Is it something that I have to take up with the admins??
IPlural
Reply #2 Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:39 AM
Reply #2 Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:39 AM
hey you 
good to see yah, now if we can only get Jafo to go out of town we can throw a party!!!
it really really is good seeing you @shu
good to see yah, now if we can only get Jafo to go out of town we can throw a party!!!
it really really is good seeing you @shu
Peff
Reply #3 Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:47 AM
Reply #3 Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:47 AM
Welcome back @shu!! Great poem! Where did yu run off to?
@shu
Reply #4 Thursday, January 22, 2004 9:17 AM
Reply #4 Thursday, January 22, 2004 9:17 AM
My first 3 months on my first job mateys, and adjusting from a carefree school life to a tense working environment sure is a kick back to reality. I plan to switch back to the study mode in another 3 months..
Thanks for the appreciation for the verse..
Crash hmmm... I think I would have to update my skins.. One at a time..
Thanks for the appreciation for the verse..
Crash hmmm... I think I would have to update my skins.. One at a time..
kona0197
Reply #6 Thursday, January 22, 2004 3:39 PM
Reply #6 Thursday, January 22, 2004 3:39 PM
a little of this and that - not much. I learned how to make bootskins and my own icons. working on a few now.
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Apocalypse_67
Reply #7 Thursday, January 22, 2004 4:44 PM
Reply #7 Thursday, January 22, 2004 4:44 PM
Welcome back @shu. And as unreal as it might sound, we do have miss you 
It's great to read you again and I look foward to see some new work from you.
The server crash wiped out some of the work, we all had to go thru a 're-upload' process, I guess it's your turn now
It's great to read you again and I look foward to see some new work from you.
The server crash wiped out some of the work, we all had to go thru a 're-upload' process, I guess it's your turn now
WOM
Reply #8 Thursday, January 22, 2004 9:06 PM
Reply #8 Thursday, January 22, 2004 9:06 PM
Hello @shu my friend. Welcome back. Hope your going to stay for awhile. Now get busy and upload some walls.
WOM always misses his friends.
WOM always misses his friends.
@shu
Reply #10 Friday, January 23, 2004 6:53 AM
Reply #10 Friday, January 23, 2004 6:53 AM
thanks guys (for missing me, hehe).
Yeah I'll start the uploading process (or re-uploading as A67 conveniently puts it)..
Somebody enlighten me... How am I supposed to go bout it?
Yeah I'll start the uploading process (or re-uploading as A67 conveniently puts it)..
Somebody enlighten me... How am I supposed to go bout it?
Apocalypse_67
Reply #11 Friday, January 23, 2004 4:08 PM
Reply #11 Friday, January 23, 2004 4:08 PM
After the crash, there was a temporary "Upload" button added to the user's library, but it was taken off.
I guess now you have to re-upload via "Update"
Email one of the admin and Im sure they will help you with the process, that way your work wont have to wait for approval
I guess now you have to re-upload via "Update"
Email one of the admin and Im sure they will help you with the process, that way your work wont have to wait for approval
@shu
Reply #12 Tuesday, January 27, 2004 6:35 AM
Reply #12 Tuesday, January 27, 2004 6:35 AM
Thanks A_67. I'll do that..
Now to find an admin...
Jafo.... Boxxi...
Guys...
Now to find an admin...
Jafo.... Boxxi...
Guys...
@shu
Reply #14 Tuesday, January 27, 2004 7:13 AM
Reply #14 Tuesday, January 27, 2004 7:13 AM
how do I go about uploading my 'lost' stuff??
A_67 just told me that there was a seperate button earlier, but now it has been removed...
Guide me O Great One
A_67 just told me that there was a seperate button earlier, but now it has been removed...
Guide me O Great One
Jafo
Reply #15 Tuesday, January 27, 2004 7:43 AM
Reply #15 Tuesday, January 27, 2004 7:43 AM
Hmmm....start by listing which sections they were in...eg, walls, WB, etc...
@shu
Reply #17 Tuesday, January 27, 2004 7:46 AM
Reply #17 Tuesday, January 27, 2004 7:46 AM
sorry one LogonXP (what the hell's the matter with me????)
Jafo
Reply #18 Tuesday, January 27, 2004 8:13 AM
Reply #18 Tuesday, January 27, 2004 8:13 AM
They seem to be there...a dozen or so...and a few you deleted yourself.
If there are any 'missing' you may have to list them specifically, but I'm guessing you'll have to reupload any not visible...
@shu
Reply #19 Tuesday, January 27, 2004 8:58 AM
Reply #19 Tuesday, January 27, 2004 8:58 AM
K, I'll rummage through my walls and find the ones that are not there 9yup I deleted a few, but there should be 30+ walls in there) ... and I'll let you know about the same...
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Reply #1 Thursday, January 22, 2004 8:27 AM
I'm reasonably new here,..... but how long have you been gone?
There have been a couple of server crashes of late, and a lot of goodies lost.
Many have been restored, and many need to be re-uploaded by their authors....
Nice words btw....
ah... sorry, gone 3 months.... just long enough to miss the crashes.
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