shmoopy??
Thursday, April 24, 2003 by crissy14 | Discussion: WinCustomize Talk
Anyone know?
Reply #83 Saturday, April 26, 2003 11:06 AM

NO DRAMA ALLOWED
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SweetDreams is starting from the bottom of the heap again. I don't care about my status or my rating or my rank...I just love this place. And I love all those skinners I mentioned in my heroes thread because I meant every dang word...even to you Jafo.
Even when my feelings get wounded, I know that maybe I've also 'wounded' folks myself without knowing. I try to care and share but I wanted to wipe the 'proverbial' slate clean so to speak. Words here can be a slippery slope and I want to better myself. Oh sure, I know I can't please "all the people, all the time" and I suppose I'll ALWAYS rub SOMEONE the wrong way but I try my darndest to just be a decent, kind contributor to this site. Frogboy, is good people and Adni18 and Jafo and DavidK and soooooooo many more great legends here. I will never be a legend here and that is not nor ever was my purpose which is why I don't mind being back at the bottom again. I love this place and the people here for the most part are good and kind and decent and how can I not want to continue on?
I only wish I hadn't been so overtly ME in the beginning...sometimes I'm too soft and easily bruised and now I realize that is just part of growing up.
I'm gonna be 37 May 12th and I still feel like a big ol' titty baby. 
But Frogboy is my hero most of all because he works hard to try and make this place better...THAT is dedication, my friend.

Reply #84 Saturday, April 26, 2003 12:19 PM
it's not that I'm all that much of an airhead just that I'm side tracked alot so I miss alot of post in between coming back here (plus these blasted paged threads mess me up and I miss stuff somehow if I don't pay attention and log in, and I don't always read more than a post or two above me when "I" post so I must sound like a nut) but my thing is time related at times... hehe

anyways, you seem to be a big part of this site I don't know what the prob "was or is" w/ your emotions and I never judge anyones soul cuz only God knows what each person has going on inside from past/present or whatever that makes them be "them"
butttt wanted to tell "you" that you are a big part of this site here, and you need to be "you" takes time for ppl to get to know "you" but changing names does not help cuz you will eventually still come out no matter what you call yourself and the sooner you let ppl know "you" the faster they will back off or give up trying to change you (another words "Never" let anyone make you think you need to change who "you" are)
Reply #85 Saturday, April 26, 2003 12:27 PM
Doreen, dang if you ain't right too! I did find that as a different persona (i.e. name change), people still liked me and my works which was nice as an affirmation to who I am but I guess I feel afraid that I've ruined my chances of just 'melding' in by being so openly 'different' in many respects.
I sometimes (honest-to-go*) wish I could be a hard, cold biotch but my native nature wants to just give everyone a giant HUG and find PEACE. Imagine that? 
Reply #86 Saturday, April 26, 2003 12:35 PM
and if ppl don't get you well that's just to bad in time they will until then please stick w/ one name I loved the schmoopy one but I somehow got hooked on Angela and now for my own sanity I stick w/ that when I talk to "you" hehe
I don't like confusion I don't have time to figure out stuff long so I go w/ what I know or figure out quickly... hehe

Reply #87 Saturday, April 26, 2003 12:37 PM
You are so precious, honest, and TRUTHFUL, Doreen! Now I want that big ol' kissy lips icon from you to make me grin ear to ear?
Huh? Pretty please? For lil' ol' me?

Reply #88 Saturday, April 26, 2003 12:38 PM

Reply #89 Saturday, April 26, 2003 12:40 PM
sure here ya go! hehe

(and you take care of yourself)
Reply #90 Saturday, April 26, 2003 12:49 PM
You just made my day!Thanky, sweet Doreen!
SweetDreams gives DOREEN A GIANT HUG!!!!!!!!!!
Reply #91 Saturday, April 26, 2003 1:52 PM
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Reply #81 Saturday, April 26, 2003 12:29 AM