Hello, hello again.....
Thursday, March 13, 2003 by JamMeister33 | Discussion: WinCustomize Talk
Okay, let me get this straight...
I have read all of the rules from A to Z and nowhere was I able to locate any reference to the fact that I am not allowed to voice my own opinion.
Evidently, unless I kiss everyone's "hiney" and am all lovey-dovey like certain other neurotic persons who will go unnamed, I will be penalized and/or ostracized from the community since I am not conforming to the general hypocritical mood....
I removed my wallpapers and such since they had obviously had run their course and were no longer of much interest to anyone..
I would think that the freed up space would be appreciated, but no, instead I am now a mere Citizen as though I never contributed a single thing to this site.
Have I left anything out?, are there any people who wish to burn me further?
Any real comments from anyone?, especially administrators, who have something more than vindictiveness to contribute?
I have read all of the rules from A to Z and nowhere was I able to locate any reference to the fact that I am not allowed to voice my own opinion.
Evidently, unless I kiss everyone's "hiney" and am all lovey-dovey like certain other neurotic persons who will go unnamed, I will be penalized and/or ostracized from the community since I am not conforming to the general hypocritical mood....
I removed my wallpapers and such since they had obviously had run their course and were no longer of much interest to anyone..
I would think that the freed up space would be appreciated, but no, instead I am now a mere Citizen as though I never contributed a single thing to this site.
Have I left anything out?, are there any people who wish to burn me further?
Any real comments from anyone?, especially administrators, who have something more than vindictiveness to contribute?
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JamMeister33
Reply #122 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:27 AM
Reply #122 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:27 AM
JamMeister33 looking in medicine cabinet... hmmmm, some ancient bandaids, a thermometer I think I used three times in 16 years...
If you don't have your health you ain't got nothin'.....
If you don't have your health you ain't got nothin'.....
IPlural
Reply #123 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:35 AM
Reply #123 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:35 AM
xactly.. thats what is so freaking depressing about it.. When I have to tell my daughter, no I can't pick you up, or no I cna't take you and boome rto the park today, etc... also why I want to slap that doctor, I mean I was in pain before, but I could go do things, just knew I would pay for it later, now I'm paying without doing a freaking thing... grrr
Styl-X Design
Reply #124 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:35 AM
Reply #124 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:35 AM
no dirtbiking for me, for now only windsurfing, what kind of surfing you did IP+? I'm thinking to switch to kitesurfing.
IPlural
Reply #125 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:37 AM
Reply #125 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:37 AM
I was thinking about making a lightbox and scanning my MRI's Xrays, CAT scans and two milograms (hose are fun... NOT) and making some kind of theme out of them 
JamMeister33
Reply #126 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:38 AM
Reply #126 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:38 AM
None of that highly physically abusive playtime for me, I'm too old for that now.....
RustyBlade
Reply #127 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:40 AM
Reply #127 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:40 AM
I'm lucky really. I have transient baby brain strokes that have worsened since my youth. And I have a strong case of Manic-Depression. With record breaking spans of severe depersonalization. Two suicides in the family and an uncle that died in a state hospitol. To top that all off I have a charactor disorder, i am socio-pathic. I act sociolly responcible because I take pride in doing things the hard way. It is easy to be a cruel jerk. Yet with the coctail of meds to keep my strokes and MD under control I still have to double check myself constantly as someone making a rude comment to a lady can set me off a it feels like a free pass to be extreme=violent. Yep I am lucky I have met others in worse binds. As for chucks I have monocular vision and could only do it with my eyes closed. Lots of bruses. Age 38.
JamMeister33
Reply #128 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:46 AM
Reply #128 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:46 AM
Hey wait a minute, you just copied all of that out of my profile didn't you?....... 
JamMeister33
Reply #129 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:47 AM
Reply #129 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:47 AM
Oh those white diamonds once were stones......
IPlural
Reply #130 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:47 AM
Reply #130 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:47 AM
dang, you and I could be a football team
yes rage, anger, mean is easy... nice takes work sometimes. I am still learning how to really interact with people without meds and or ging to sessions and I step on my, big toes, yeah, yeah thats the ticket, my big toes all the time...
you know, I've read and heard people say that such things can not be real because they all started happening al at once over a twn year period begining in the 80's. I always respnded, no it isn't new, poeple just talk about it now.. because talking does help, and those who are not facing these things need to understand them if there is going to be any real hope in the future for many who do live moment to moment, day to day..
yes rage, anger, mean is easy... nice takes work sometimes. I am still learning how to really interact with people without meds and or ging to sessions and I step on my, big toes, yeah, yeah thats the ticket, my big toes all the time...
you know, I've read and heard people say that such things can not be real because they all started happening al at once over a twn year period begining in the 80's. I always respnded, no it isn't new, poeple just talk about it now.. because talking does help, and those who are not facing these things need to understand them if there is going to be any real hope in the future for many who do live moment to moment, day to day..
RustyBlade
Reply #133 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:49 AM
Reply #133 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:49 AM
I was laughing at the profile remark of course.
RustyBlade
Reply #134 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:52 AM
Reply #134 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:52 AM
Ya bipolars nothing new, heavy stress lifestyles can trigger the onset in some that never would. I know a 56 old that was studying for the bar exam and stayed up 2 days and & had a full blown manic episode and they never went away.
IPlural
Reply #135 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:53 AM
Reply #135 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:53 AM
know what though? it's kinda good to know this, because it means that there are some who will have a better chance of understanding some things if and when the time for understanding comes about...
I mean everyone here is great like that, but, it's easier sometimes when you do not have to draw a picture, and the other(s) your speaking with could complete your sentences for you/me/others because they live(d) it also...
I think that is one of the things that really caught my attention about Jafo, he is not an excuse maker and is not about to let anyone become one either, and yet he also looks at things from all perspectives and makes allowences where he finds them justifiable. i am sure everyone else is pretty much like thta, but have not had cause to notice it with anyone else before, yet..
I mean everyone here is great like that, but, it's easier sometimes when you do not have to draw a picture, and the other(s) your speaking with could complete your sentences for you/me/others because they live(d) it also...
I think that is one of the things that really caught my attention about Jafo, he is not an excuse maker and is not about to let anyone become one either, and yet he also looks at things from all perspectives and makes allowences where he finds them justifiable. i am sure everyone else is pretty much like thta, but have not had cause to notice it with anyone else before, yet..
RustyBlade
Reply #136 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:55 AM
Reply #136 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:55 AM
A lot of quacks out there. I find for psyc or med Advanced Registered Nurse Practitioners are far better than doctors, and only wemon ARNPs for me. Coleagial and nurturing. I fired 7 men docs in 6 months.
IPlural
Reply #137 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:55 AM
Reply #137 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:55 AM
the sad thing is, you never hear about the bipolar person who is a professional, a priest, politician, judge, doctor, professor, teacher, police, etc.. You only hear the horror stories of manic episodes gone extremely bad...
No wonder people seem like they would like to throw their fingers up in the form of a cross and his at you when you attempt to discuss it
media really sucks...
No wonder people seem like they would like to throw their fingers up in the form of a cross and his at you when you attempt to discuss it
media really sucks...
JamMeister33
Reply #138 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:57 AM
Reply #138 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:57 AM
Okay, Jane's Addiction.. "Up the Beach" followed by "Ocean Size"..
then we'll skip to "Standing in the Shower, Thinking"
then we'll skip to "Standing in the Shower, Thinking"
RustyBlade
Reply #139 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:58 AM
Reply #139 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:58 AM
Support groups can be very useful for things like Bipolar, or depression etc. If your community is large enough to support one, the emergenct room staff of most hospitals know about such organizations, as they see people in crisis so much.
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Reply #121 Sunday, March 16, 2003 4:23 AM
IPlural I take 14 perscription pills each day myself, all that have to be tweaked on a regular basis. Lots of side effects. I know the feeling of never ending medical activity as a consumer. Even with advances in medicine over the last decade that with out I would of been dead a long time ago, it's still depressing to stare at those darn bottles, smile at the nurces, not yell at the doctors. I like to think a extra challenge in life adds charactor. " <--- I hope this all keeps working out fo ryou, really. yes it does suck and it is depressing and it can eat at your mind without you even knowing it until you end up asking yourself what in the hell am I doing, and it dawns on you just how much it's buried its self inside your mind...
I've found that many of the doctors are so shallow and only want to deal with one issue, not treat the person. I think it has a lot to do with insurance and such though, their hands and such get tied when the insruance corps can dictate to them exactly what and how they can address an issue without expecting to have a fight for payment.
I've a whole box of letters from doctors and the insruance company explainging they did not pay and then being told to call them it is under advisement...
freaking theifs... pay for a service and they play games..
Strong charactor. <-- dun no about others, but I m pretty much a butt munch, all you got to do is ask someone will tell you